Darrin Rose
Darrin Rose on trauma, storytelling & comedy. A conversation with Pete Johansson and Dr. Paul Whissell.
FOR THE CURIOUS & THE CAUTIOUS
Go back to school. Make something strange.
Understand the thing you thought was beyond you.
Ideas, conversations, and experiments in beginning again.
With Pete Johansson. Still figuring it out.

01 / A PLACE TO BEGIN
You don’t need a plan for the rest of your life.
A good question will do for now.
Comedy, identity, learning, and being human. Start with the podcast.
Find a conversation ↗WRITING & IDEASNotes and stories from a life spent asking questions.
Take a look ↗LEARNING & EXPERIMENTSA place for things to try, things to make, and things to figure out.
Explore the possibilities ↗02 / THE PODCAST
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YOUR FELLOW BEGINNER.03 / THE PERSON BEHIND THE QUESTIONS
Comedy took me around the world. Curiosity took me back to university. I’m interested in where it takes us next.
I’m Pete Johansson: comedian, psychology graduate, and a person with more interests than sensible shelf space. The Slow Learner is where those interests meet real life.
The story so far ↗A SMALL WONDER / A LONG WAY ROUND
A simple question. A slightly less simple answer.
Follow me down. I’ll bring us back.
AT THE SURFACE
A perfectly reasonable question. And I could give you a perfectly reasonable answer.
But first, let me explain what would actually be involved in my having that cup of tea.
This is where a short conversation takes the scenic route.
01 / ESTIMATING THE WORLD
To guide my hand towards the cup, my nervous system needs useful estimates of the cup’s location and my hand’s position. Sensory information is incomplete and arrives with delays. My movement still has to happen now.
One influential account is that the nervous system combines incoming evidence with predictions about what its own commands will do. I experience a reach. Motor-control researchers see a problem of state estimation.
A forward model predicts the sensory consequences of a motor command. That prediction can be combined with new sensory evidence to update an estimate of the body’s state. An internal copy of a command is often called an efference copy.
Wolpert and colleagues tested hand-position estimates during movements in darkness, including movements affected by external forces. Their results supported an internal-model account. That supports a useful computational explanation; it doesn’t establish that every reach runs one literal, agreed-upon algorithm.
02 / PREDICTING THE LOAD
My fingers need enough grip to keep the cup from slipping. But lifting it changes the load: the cup has mass, my hand accelerates, and the forces change as the movement unfolds.
In laboratory lifting tasks, grip force can change in anticipation of movement-related load. Control is not limited to waiting for a slip and reacting. It can include predicting the consequences of movement.
Flanagan and Wing examined how people adjusted grip while moving hand-held objects with different mechanical loads. Grip-force changes tracked load-force changes, supporting the use of predictive models in object manipulation.
The distinction is between feedforward control, preparing for an expected consequence, and feedback control, correcting in response to sensory information. A familiar cup provides a practical illustration of this problem. The study used controlled experimental loads, rather than recording every mechanism in someone drinking tea.
03 / EXCITABLE MEMBRANES
A nerve impulse is an evolving electrical state of a cell membrane. Ion channels open and close; charged ions move down electrochemical gradients; neighbouring membrane regions are brought towards the conditions that trigger another action potential.
In the classic account, changing sodium and potassium conductances help produce the rapid rise and fall of membrane voltage. The message can propagate without one little parcel of electricity travelling intact from brain to fingertip.
Hodgkin and Huxley’s model treats the membrane as a capacitor alongside voltage-dependent ionic conductances. A compact modern form is:
Cm dV/dt = I − INa − IK − IL
Sodium current depends on activation and inactivation variables; potassium current has its own activation variable. Their time-dependent behaviour helps explain excitability and refractoriness. The original quantitative work concerned squid giant axons. Human neurons differ, but the model established an enduring way to understand excitable membranes.
04 / THE NEUROMUSCULAR JUNCTION
At a motor nerve ending, electrical activity triggers a chemical handoff. Calcium entry helps trigger the release of packets of acetylcholine into the narrow space between nerve and muscle.
That space is the synaptic cleft. A signal that travelled electrically along a nerve now crosses a gap chemically. There is a surprising amount of administration involved in holding a drink.
Katz and Miledi’s experiments showed that calcium’s action in neuromuscular transmission is tightly timed to the depolarisation of the nerve ending, preceding transmitter release.
On the muscle side, acetylcholine activates nicotinic receptors: channels that permit cation flow. The resulting end-plate depolarisation can trigger a muscle action potential through voltage-gated sodium channels. The handoff has converted an arriving nerve signal into electrical activity in the muscle fibre.
05 / MOLECULAR MACHINERY
In skeletal muscle, electrical excitation reaches inward through T-tubules. Voltage-sensing machinery couples to calcium-release channels in the sarcoplasmic reticulum, an internal calcium store.
Released calcium binds troponin. Regulatory proteins shift, enabling myosin to interact with actin. Repeated, ATP-dependent molecular cycles generate force.
Calcium binding to troponin C helps move tropomyosin away from positions that block myosin’s access to actin. Myosin cycles through attachment, force-producing conformational change and detachment.
ATP binding promotes detachment; ATP hydrolysis prepares another cycle. Filaments slide relative to each other. Calcium pumps then spend ATP returning calcium to storage, helping the fibre relax. Both producing force and resetting the system cost energy.
My apparently simple movement depends on changes in the configuration of proteins.
06 / SENSATION & PERCEPTION
What we casually call taste includes contributions from smell. Odour molecules can reach the olfactory system through the nose, or from the mouth via the back of the nasal cavity.
Those routes are called orthonasal and retronasal olfaction. The physical route can matter to how an odour is experienced and processed. “It tastes like tea” is doing rather a lot of compression.
Small and colleagues compared brain responses to odours delivered through the two routes. The differences depended partly on the odour: their findings did not establish a single universal “mouth-smell versus nose-smell” switch.
The study helps show why identifying a molecule alone is not a complete account of perception. The route by which sensory evidence arrives can matter too. Applying that idea to this cup is an illustration, not a claim that the study measured this particular drink.
07 / GETTING A SIP WHERE IT BELONGS
Swallowing has to move liquid towards the stomach while protecting the airway. It combines voluntary and reflexive activity across oral, pharyngeal and oesophageal stages.
The tongue, throat and oesophagus participate in a coordinated sequence. The mechanics also depend on what is being swallowed: drinking a liquid is not simply chewing, with fewer crumbs.
Matsuo and Palmer describe feeding and swallowing as involving more than thirty nerves and muscles. Their account separates the stages by the location of the material being swallowed, while showing how transport and airway protection must work together.
This is a selected tour of an ordinary sip, rather than a complete anatomical inventory. In life, prediction, sensation and movement overlap. They have been separated here so we can look at them one at a time.
BACK AT THE SURFACE
Is it still warm?
This is a comic, selective tour of general mechanisms—not a scan of my brain or a complete explanation of a person. Some layers describe well-established physiology; others describe models supported by particular experiments. The links identify which is which. Many processes overlap in real life. They are separated here so we can look at them.
The diagrams are explanatory sketches, not measurements or anatomical images.
04 / WORTH A LOOK
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A place to look more closely, follow the sources, and think out loud about what they might mean.
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